Friday, January 6, 2012

I’m crying. And it feels like my heart’s broken.


This is the first fanfiction that has ever made me cry. And surprise surprise, it’s not Harry Potter.

Alone On the Water, a Sherlock fanfic

GOD. I am DYING here! I honestly felt like I was watching an episode of Sherlock where this was happening. >____<

I have NEVER read ANYTHING this angsty before. Dear author, you are so ridiculously talented. Jesus Christ, my eyes are still wet… >.>'

Happy Birthday Sherlock! :D


YAY! It’s Sherlock Holmes’s birthday today! <3 And no, not Sherlock as in Benedict Cumberbatch, but Sherlock as in Sherlock Holmes, the original character. :P Just making a clear distinction there.

But of course, I can’t say Sherlock without thinking of Benedict Cumberbatch and BBC… ;) So here is my Sherlockian post of the day!

I seriously love the bromance between Sherlock and Watson. And NO I really don’t think they’re gay (but that doesn’t mean I don’t think it’s funny!), but it’s just so cute to watch the interactions between the two on Sherlock. Benedict and Martin are amazing. And I just can’t. ASDFGHJKL!! <3 <3 <3

But on the other hand… I want this t-shirt so freaking badly. WANT. COVET. DESIRE. PLEEEEEAASEEE!

I Am Sherlocked

I can has? For my birthday?? I will love you forever and ever if you do!!!! :))))

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Oh God.


I’ve overdosed on Tumblr.

Seriously, I feel like I was high the entire time and now I’ve crashed. There goes WHAP. –____-

But OHMYGAH it was the most amazing thing EVAR >:D I loooooveeee Sherlock sooo much. GAH. It kills me inside, yet it makes me so happy. So happy I could die? But then I wouldn’t be able to watch Season Two… >_< And it’s killing me that everyone’s watched it and I'm just sitting here reading everything on ASIB and it makes me wanna watch it even MOREEEEEE @.@

GAHHHHH. But he makes me so happy. Sherlock makes me happy. :))))

My life has found new meaning. XD

I actually look forward to Fast Track everyday now because of it!! Can you believe it?!

Mr. Cumberbatch, you HAVEEEEEEEEE to return!!! >______< Yeah, even though I found out about what’s gonna happen at the end of Episode 3. But ya really think any Sherlockians give a damn about that?

Sigh. I will join the rest in waiting 3 years for the next season.

Until then… I have your sexy face eyes purple shirt presence gracing my screen everyday. What more could I ask for? ;)

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Oh, lovely computer science retest…


Although I actually think I should be saying “hately computer science retests,” shouldn’t I? Because I don’t “love” it, I “hate” it! XD Okay, ignore me. I’m just venting because I really don’t wanna take this damn retest, even though he’s not going to decrease our scores. Haha, not much motivation there either. Blegh.

But what cheers me up is thinking about Sherlock Holmes. XD Specifically Benedict Cumberbatch (wtf is up with that name?!) as Sherlock Holmes in BBC’s modern adaptation called Sherlock. AHHHHH, it makes me so happy! :)))) I absolutely adoreeeeeeeeee him and I think he makes such a freaking fabulous Sherlock. Dear Mr. Cumberbatch: Thanks for changing my mental image of Sherlock Holmes from some old dude with a moustache to a very Severus-Snapeish and sexy character. >:D

But all girlish fantasies aside, he is seriously fantastic. GAH. It’s really crazy, but as I kept watching Season One, he reminded me more and more of Severus Snape. :P No surprise there, right? Well, actually, I swear it has nothing to do with the fanfictions I’ve read (I haven’t read any in sooooo long!). Okay, well maybe a little… But not entirely! >:P But just EVERYTHING about him – the way he went about solving the cases, the disparaging hilarious manner in which he insulted other people’s intellectual capabilities… XD Oh, the list goes on and on. Seriously, THEY EVEN LOOK ALIKE!!! Jesus Christ, it’s just ridiculous. I was going insane.

LOLOLOLOL I just took a break to  Google “Benedict Cumberbatch looks like Severus Snape.” And I told myself, “Lol watch like, NOTHING turn up!”

Well, guess what? I was partially right, because there was nothing comparing the two on totallylookslike.icanhascheezburger.com (which I expected) but I DID find this EPIC comparison of Benedict Cumberbatch to a Lolcat which I found ridiculously funny.

Cat Looks Like Sherlock

The funniest thing about this is that I remember seeing his expression like that in one of the episodes I watched. XD

BUUUUUT, I ALSO did find THIS, written by somebody who I totally agree with.

http://ginacarbone.wordpress.com/2011/01/23/im-so-dang-proud-to-be-obsessed-with-downton-abbey-and-the-new-sherlock-with-benedict-cumberbatch-aka-the-ideal-young-snape/

YES! YES! YES! Benedict Cumberbatch would so DEFINITELY make a fantastic young Severus Snape! Yes, he looks like Alan Rickman and YES he has the same sexy voice! >_> No, dear blogger, you are most certainly NOT alone, because I wholeheartedly agree with you!! :D

Oh Lord, save me. I can’t wait till May. Freaking May. WHY IS IT TAKING THEM SO LOOOOOOONG TO PUT IT ON PBS?!?!?!?!?!?! Urghhhh. Frustrated Aishwarya is frustrated. >_<

Although… I could always watch it online… >:DDDD But obviously, I’m not the type to do that kind of thing. I would prefer to curl up with a fuzzy woolen blanket on the sofa in the living room and enjoy every moment of it on TV, rather than have to furtively look around every few minutes and make sure my parents aren’t coming upstairs and hurriedly close the tab. T.T What kind of fun would that be?! (And if my parents are reading this, now you know I’d never do that. That should certainly be encouraging! Right?) If I did do it, I’d probably miss every witty thing Sherlock would say. And that’s one thing I most DEFINITELY don’t wanna miss! >:D

Gosh. I love Sherlock. So freaking much. Hehe. SHEEEERRRRLOOOOCCCKKK! <3

Oh CRAP. World history! TEST! FRIDAYYYY! Damn. I kind of forgot LOL, thanks Mom! >.< NOT. I don’t even remember what the crap the chapter was about… –_-

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

OMG! Two posts in a day?!?!


I know right? Well, I just finished re-reading Kitten by Seom. Heh, a wonderfully fluffy HGSS. Certainly. I liked where it ended, and (of course!) I wanted more HGSS FLUFF(!!!) but I don’t like the sequel at all. Two chapters and what I really don’t like about it is that she made it an M-rated fic!! –___- What I really liked about the original is that it was cutesy fluff and that was enough to make me happy!! :P (Haha, you’re probably wondering why that shouldn’t normally be enough to make me happy… Cough…)

Anyway. I really don’t want to finish the Iliad. I’m really not even feeling like Sparknoting it! So, I think I’ll just keep doing my lovely math packet. XD

Heh.. Back to my old ways :p


Old ways being blogging while doing hw. Heh. Although I think it’s excusable tonight, because it’s not like I have much to do anyway. A couple math packets which we already have the answers to (and it’s not even due tomorrow! :D Sometimes, I seriously love Fast Track) and I should also probably finish (like LEGIT FINISH) the Iliad. Haha, that’s totally going to happen. >:P But you know what, I probably will. After I blog. XD

No, I don’t think I have enough time to blog about the things I’ve actually been meaning to blog about (ahem..) but I am just so exasperated and confuzzled. About singing. ><

WHOA! Why is that happening?! I mean, this is like, AISHWARYA we’re talking about! The like, super amazing choir person! Right? :P Haha, so maybe that isn’t exactly what you were thinking. Whateves. I’ll pretend it was. (My dad got mad at a lady on NPR for saying “Yup, you guessed it –” on Marketplace, and he was like, “You know what? I didn’t even guess!” LOL)

But you see, the problem is my solo. Not the actual solo itself, but me practicing it and having it memorized for next week. >_< Yea, not happening. But actually, I’m just exaggerating, like I ALWAYS do. Just ask everyone who knows me; I’m always like “OMG I’m gonna FAIL this TEST!” And then I get a 100. And everyone’s always like, “OMG SHUT YOUR FACE AISHWARYA IT’S NOT OUR FAULT WE’RE NOT AS SMART AS YOU.” :P

The solo isn’t hard. It’s actually like super easy. Almost as easy as Danny Boy was last year, but it’s a bit harder because I actually was familiar with Danny Boy before I got it as a solo. But still. I’m only having problems with a couple spots, and I just have to listen to the recording a million more times on my iPod to get that too. (Sooo, yeah, I probably should stop getting new songs right now…)

So no, the solo really isn’t an issue. The thing is, I want to try out for the Talent Show this year. No biggie right? Well, last year I sang too, (Heheh I sang a Ke$ha song :P) and they didn’t accept me. (Whatever, I expected that. I sounded horrible. I didn’t even like that song that much!) But this year, I want to sing Set Fire to the Rain by Adele. (OMGGGGG I seriously love this song so much. And it’s funny, because I never thought I would like Adele’s music. But then again, I never thought I’d ever get into rap. >:D) The problem is, I’m not sure I’ll sound “good enough.” The enthusiastic-singer in me is like, “Aishwarya. JUST SING YOUR FREAKING HEART OUT, seriously. Doesn’t matter if you don’t sound like Adele, just SING!” But the other part of me is like, “Ya know what? I don’t even think it’s worth it to try!” UGH, it’s just killing me inside. I’m still wrestling with myself, and I kinda need to decide soon. Like by next week. Same time as my UIL solo. –________-

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Ugh…

I don’t know why, but I’m feeling pretty sluggish right now. I’ve been working all day up here in my study room, and I honestly haven’t gotten much done. >< Well, actually, no. I have! But I still have a lot left… –.- I don’t wanna write a freaking essay!! I don’t even think we need to, but OBVIOUSLY my mom won’t accept that. So here I am, trying to organize my thoughts and write the darn essay. –_____- I guess it’s better to do it though, because everyone else is doing it. So might as well.

But what if we didn’t have to?  ._.

Argh! All I wanna do is go to sleep. Curl up and read a book. I still have 3 of them downstairs, and they’re calling to me. Anything other than this crap. >_<

But on the other hand…

BITTERBLUE IS FINALLY HERE!!!!!!! :DDDDDD Well, not really. It’s not out yet, but IT’S FINALLY COMING OUT!!!

Bitterblue by Kristin Cashore

GAH, the cover is so damn gorgeous! And urgh, I am so so so so so so SO freaking relieved. I mean, finally! I’ve been stalking Kristin Cashore on her blog for over a year, waiting for news about it! And then today, I’m just browsing a list of books coming out in 2012 on Goodreads, and then what do I see??

Well folks, there’s another book that I’m dying to read that I can’t get my hands on yet. The list already has The Son of Neptune and Inheritance on it. Although, about that one… I read the first page. Lol. But I was soooooo jealous when I saw HIM reading it! I was like, “Dammit, you better gimme that book NOW!”
Obviously, that didn’t happen. Anyways…

May 2012 just can’t come soon enough. But I’ll be a-waiting! :)))))