Heh.. Back to my old ways :p

Old ways being blogging while doing hw. Heh. Although I think it’s excusable tonight, because it’s not like I have much to do anyway. A couple math packets which we already have the answers to (and it’s not even due tomorrow! :D Sometimes, I seriously love Fast Track) and I should also probably finish (like LEGIT FINISH) the Iliad. Haha, that’s totally going to happen. >:P But you know what, I probably will. After I blog. XD

No, I don’t think I have enough time to blog about the things I’ve actually been meaning to blog about (ahem..) but I am just so exasperated and confuzzled. About singing. ><

WHOA! Why is that happening?! I mean, this is like, AISHWARYA we’re talking about! The like, super amazing choir person! Right? :P Haha, so maybe that isn’t exactly what you were thinking. Whateves. I’ll pretend it was. (My dad got mad at a lady on NPR for saying “Yup, you guessed it –” on Marketplace, and he was like, “You know what? I didn’t even guess!” LOL)

But you see, the problem is my solo. Not the actual solo itself, but me practicing it and having it memorized for next week. >_< Yea, not happening. But actually, I’m just exaggerating, like I ALWAYS do. Just ask everyone who knows me; I’m always like “OMG I’m gonna FAIL this TEST!” And then I get a 100. And everyone’s always like, “OMG SHUT YOUR FACE AISHWARYA IT’S NOT OUR FAULT WE’RE NOT AS SMART AS YOU.” :P

The solo isn’t hard. It’s actually like super easy. Almost as easy as Danny Boy was last year, but it’s a bit harder because I actually was familiar with Danny Boy before I got it as a solo. But still. I’m only having problems with a couple spots, and I just have to listen to the recording a million more times on my iPod to get that too. (Sooo, yeah, I probably should stop getting new songs right now…)

So no, the solo really isn’t an issue. The thing is, I want to try out for the Talent Show this year. No biggie right? Well, last year I sang too, (Heheh I sang a Ke$ha song :P) and they didn’t accept me. (Whatever, I expected that. I sounded horrible. I didn’t even like that song that much!) But this year, I want to sing Set Fire to the Rain by Adele. (OMGGGGG I seriously love this song so much. And it’s funny, because I never thought I would like Adele’s music. But then again, I never thought I’d ever get into rap. >:D) The problem is, I’m not sure I’ll sound “good enough.” The enthusiastic-singer in me is like, “Aishwarya. JUST SING YOUR FREAKING HEART OUT, seriously. Doesn’t matter if you don’t sound like Adele, just SING!” But the other part of me is like, “Ya know what? I don’t even think it’s worth it to try!” UGH, it’s just killing me inside. I’m still wrestling with myself, and I kinda need to decide soon. Like by next week. Same time as my UIL solo. –________-